Wow. it's been a very long time since ive updated here.
Well, everybody knows that I had my baby girl in October, she turned 9 months today. I'm so proud of her I couldnt ask for anything else in the world. It's nice to watch her grow up and learn everything on her own and look back and think that this is what you did when you were a baby.

She is getting so big, she weighs 11 pounds now, she came along way from 4lbs at birth and it doing wonderful shes healthy and chipper and a pain in the butt all at the same time like any normal baby.

I start school in august. I am studying to get my g.e.d and going to be taking my first test after I complete that.
I don't work right now because some things got in the way, like my health. ive been feeling sick lately and it's been like this for about 2 months now and I finally went to the doctors last month and got zoloft for my anexity attacks. well turns out it helped my anexity attacks but not everything else. i'm taking viatim pills to see if that will help and hopefully that does so I can get back into school and then go to college.


I will keep you post-poned on everything else.
thanks to everybody who commented and added me to their favorites. love ya byes <3

I had the baby wensday @ 6:26 a.m
she was 4lbs. 10oz. 18in. long (born 5 weeks early)
I named her Shailyn Renee

My sister had her baby, he was born september 20, 2005 @ 11:00 a.m?? I think. lol. He weighs 9 pounds and 8 ounces. If you would like to see pictures of him, go here >> [link]



Kylie is doing great, my stomach is bigger and my belly button is almost sticking out completely!  It looks so weird. She is almost 5lbs at the momment, and I can't wait till' she gets here I am 35 weeks so far and I only need 5 more to go and she will be here, hopefully sooner

So, we found out the sex of our baby, and it's a little girl.
She's a healthy 1lb'er.

Her heart rate is normal, she has no abnormalitys, she is eating perfectly - and she has a big head like her father.

Ultrasound pictures will be on my website soon, so look out for them if you wanna see her.

Website -- [link]

how do i add a picture to my journal?

trying to vector a picture is pissing me off!
all of them look like crap after i am done, and its annoying how i spend 1 hour in ill. and it dont come out right.

if anybody has a good tutorial on how to make them look nice, let me know!

if anybody could help me find a really good airbrushing tutorial for pictures i will love them forever.............


i wanna learn how to airbrush, and actually make it look good.

God, so last night my computer got infected with 10 viruses all at once, now i would have gotten rid of them all at once, except, it infected my AVG anti virus software to where it wouldnt even fucking open, i got so pissed. I called my dad to come look at it, and hes like i dont know what to do, so i just said to do my WHOLE computer again, which made me pissed off even more because i have to re-download every program i ever had, which was adobe photohop, aim, msn, ect. plus what set me off even more i have to get rid of my stock photos i took and now they are deleted off of my camera, so that shot to shit, but what can you do when you cant fix a virus and ur computer is crappin out on you? :[ so once i get all of my programs i need on this son of a bitch, im going to MAKE sure that i stick to updating and running AVG anti virus, cuz i be damned if that EVER happens again, cuz if it does i will just die.

I just made another gallery full of ugly stock photos check them out [link]

I've started a new job, i work at biglots and i love it. i have so many new friends there and their so awesome, we joke around all the time.

I think i get my first paycheck this week on friday, i'm so happy, i want to get my nails done  and buy some new clothes, i need them really bad. i have like 3 pairs of pants, and that is just way sad. I have off today, tuesday & thursday so i'm good.

I'ma go watch roseanne, have fun looking at my art (if you wanna call it that) lol cya